Guys...

[nicholasvanderbilt]

I was told that Sera had died and I wasn't sure if it was just someone making a cruel joke or real.
Since I don't have my comp from when AD still existed under Ruines I didn't have the forum on my laptop or memorized in my head. Thankfully Yoku had posted it on Anna's MySpace.

I don't even know what to begin to say about this having happened...I never even knew she ever had any problems or anything like that. To think that she would view friendships with anyone to be a burden on those people...I hope that wherever her soul is, that it's going to rest with the knowledge that not a single person she befriended on RO would ever see her friendship as a burden. She was an amazing individual and was always an enjoyable person to spend time with. I remember there were a few days when I was hunting in Rachel dungeon for berets and she would randomly pop out of thin air on a stalker and talk to me and then one of those times we just sat there and talked about all kinds of things for about an hour and a half or so straight.

Part of me wishes I'd had the chances to get to know her more closely. I felt more like a friended-acquaintance than a regular friend...but I still wish I'd gotten to know her more and been able to be a closer friend. I also wish I'd known about her illness...if nothing else I could've tried proposing fun time spending things on RO to help take her mind away from it...

I really don't know what to say to this...I remember a member of Shugotenshi had died and it broke me and X down completely. X even wound up praying with me for her safety when her health was simply critical...now to think that another person I'd met from RO is gone from this world...I just...can't find the right way to express how deeply she'll be missed and all the funny and interesting things she would do will be remembered along with her in my mind.

I don't know if X knows about this so I'm going to try telling him to see if he does or not. Hopefully he'll come and express his feelings as well.

Rest well, Sera. You'll be forever missed.

[§lacker✗]

i know nick, i've known for a while.
but to be honest, my original feelings of grief where put aside when i found out, because i wanted to try and be there for kuro and ray, who at the time where the only people who had known sera well and i still talked to on a regular basis.
By the time i was able to grieve, i had kind of alreday come to terms with it, and expressed my feelings towards her through the words i said to try and sooth kuro's aching heart. Unfortunately i was a bit off balanced myself, since i was barely any help to anyone at the time, but i've said what i had to say to sera's memory, and i dont see how saying it here will make it any more meaningful or real.

I just hope i was able to make sera smile a few times with some of my stupid shenanigans.

Smile for the good times, and keep the best memories in your heart.

[sidartha]

Hello everyone, i think this isnt a good place to post my back to this forum, but maybe some guys will remember me, Sidartha or Eddy... i knew it from Yoku and this was when i was getting married on February 27th and i wanna you guys knew it..
Long time no see you all, and the same way to Serafine and now i'm in shock to know she died by stroke.
The time pass so fast, We met 2 years ago in AD on Q-RO and now she is on GOD's hand.
I dun know what i must to say or do, i dun have word to describe Sera, just she was a good player, nice girl and of course, good friend.

[Strydoz]

It's been a long time since I browsed around AD's forums... I just heard of what happened.

I'm speechless toward this... what I can say is.. Serafine was always a enjoyable presence to have around you. I don't quite remember all of the moments been shared with her.. but what I can remember is that they were all good times passed with her. Time just goes by so fast.. Already 2 years.. I didn't get to know her more than a RO-buddy. I just think when these things happens.. you realize how much you wish there was more time for things or even how to be able to stop time to not end times shared with people close to you.

For the 4th time.. I wish I could have been around more, to share more fun..happy..silly.. or any other moments.. and this time.. with Serafine.



"You can shed tears that she is gone,or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on."

['Guest']

I'm glad ppl posted her
and i'm glad i have this forums link in my head so i was ablee always to remind ppl to post here sometimes and tell them about this

i didnt know sera that much when i joined AD
i also didnt spend much time with ppl after AD was gone
but there was few times after AD disband and after qRO changed that we spend some time together in payon fooling around on our gun slingers and if i remember Sera was with us too

i wish i knew her better

[Diana7]

I'm glad ppl posted her
and i'm glad i have this forums link in my head so i was ablee always to remind ppl to post here sometimes and tell them about this

i didnt know sera that much when i joined AD
i also didnt spend much time with ppl after AD was gone
but there was few times after AD disband and after qRO changed that we spend some time together in payon fooling around on our gun slingers and if i remember Sera was with us too

i wish i knew her better